| Dec. 31st, 2008 @ 01:42 am Hey, Look I Might Use This! |
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Current Location: My Nest
Current Mood:  contemplative
Current Music: 99 Red Balloons!
So I was on myspace doing my obligotory its the middle of the night and instead of sleeping im online blog, and myspace lost it...twice. Twice I had written this long thing about how I now have an LJ but won't really use it, and about work, upcoming events, and my hoarding ways. Twice I wrote long entries about things that nobody really cares about but me. And twice they got erased. So my third one that finally got posted said basically. I have an LJ maybe I really WILL start using it and I'm going to go there and blog about all the things myspace didn't want to hear apparently tonight.
Oh, and since on myspace I placed my lj tag I guess I should do the reverse there.
For cosplay/convention only dryte its myspace.com/nerdydryte. There I log on almost daily but don't do a whole lot besides superbuddypoke people and leave comments.
if you want to go to the one that I am always on, which can be annoying at times I'm sure its myspace.com/thealmightydryte
So anyway what I have typed about twice already tonight again
The lack of work this week is driving my utterly mad. This is happening for a couple of reasons. First of all, I am a workaholic. I am well aware of the fact. Working 40 hour weeks is easy, around 50-60 is ideal. Part of the reason of course that I have become such a workaholic is becasue I do have a ridiculous amount of bills. And well because I have put in so much overtime in December, is the only reason I am not huddled crying in the fetal position freaking out about bills this month, which any other time working only 4 hours for a week would have me do. Besides being a workaholic without work I am going mad because I don't know what to do with my time. I don't have friends in Oly that I can just drop by and hangout with. At least I don't feel like I do anymore. I did at one point, but I think amoungst my workaholicness and the traveling for preschool this fall I lost that. So I have been pretty damn lonely.
To keep myself occupied I have a variety of projects I would like to do. However, to do most of these I require more space, so I made my first project to find that space. I set about trying to clean/organize my room and well I am at the same point I get stuck everytime I do this. I get so far, and then just don't know where else to go with it. The problem is I'm trying to squeeze a collection that could fill a house into one room. All my furniture, nicnaks, decor, and survival items aren't ment for all one room, and I need to try and make them be. I really do like living clean and organzed, and I miss being able to do so, but I really don't know how to do that here. Part of the curse of being a hoarder. Well I suppose I will try again a bit tomorrow. See if I can get this any further. The other problem is I had a shelf break, so I had a pile of books that was on that shelf in the middle of the floor. Well to fix that I got another bookcase, which of course just adds more furniture. And when the shelf broke it took a piece of my dresser with it, and that was sitting on my floor as well. Well I removed that, but until I get that fix I don't have a place for my panties or socks, so I just have a bag right now. Really annoying actually.
Anyway Mandie should be coming down later on this week so I will have something to do and won't be so alone :D She will be here until pretty much my departure date for Vista visiting my sister the 6-10. We shall see how I survive that one. I love my sister, I do, but she really drives me crazy and can typically can only stand small doses of her. I haven't had to stay with her since 2005, so yeah lets see how it goes. After that I'm back home for a bit, and then I'm not sure whether I will be going on a business trip to Sacramento or not. I guess it depends on whether I am doing preschool again or not. Which, I rather not do, but I need a good job and I'm not seeing many other options around. I emailed my boss friday saying that I would like to discuss the terms of my possible return, but I haven't heard back yet. I'm going to try and see if there is a way I can possibly do it part time, or maybe I will just do preschool for a month or two while I continue looking for something better, or actually become manager of the studio. Seeing as the current manager is a complete joke and I do most of her job anyway. I know I can't do preschool through april anyway because I know I will need a lot of time off, that they won't give to me. James is going to be home and we have guns to shoot, caves to hide in, houses to buy, kangaroos to eat and other nifty things that I won't let work get in the way of.
Ok well I don't remember if this is all I put in the original blogs that didn't post or not, but there you go LJ, a legit blog. Even if Cyrus is the only one reading it :) |